Okay, so it’s been a year since I blogged… so what??? What have I been doing? Well, continuing recovery, of course! And I must say, it’s been an instructive year. I think I’m finally learning to “go with the flow…”
By the time we hit age 25, we have accumulated a lot of… well, “stuff”… in our psyches. Some of it is good, like encouragement and love. Other things are rather stinky… such as hurts, lies, and abuse. But every gardener knows that when starting a garden, a good compost is of real value. Arguably, … More Composting the psyche… layer upon precious layer
During a psychotic episode – or, in this case, a semi-episode, it is as though a great window opens up and the heavens pour through – with all the light and wind and song and thunder of a wondrous choir of angels. There is so much information – more than the mind can possibly process … More Least burdensome… most generous
Mom and I had our phone call yesterday, and she mentioned that she had been somewhat concerned the past several days that I might be starting down the road toward an episode. I confess, I was concerned too. When episodes begin, I become very “good” and somewhat poetic, seeing messages everywhere and interpreting things to … More Coming back down to Earth
Recently I asked two friends, “If I was an animal, which animal do you think it would be? What animal do I remind you of?” The first said, “A lion.” The second, who knows me better, said, “A lioness.”
Each day, I get up intending to have a “normal” day. I think, “I will have breakfast, get ready, and go to work. I’ll have lunch, finish my work and come home. I’ll do some housework, eat dinner, enjoy some leisure time, and sleep… and then I’ll get up and do it again.” But somehow, … More A Wrench in the Works
I’m going through a depressive period – don’t worry, it’s not emotional and I’m not anywhere close to suicidal… it’s just part of the ride. So I thought I’d share with you a couple of the songs that help me get through these periods:
Here’s the next post from my initial series on Facebook – I don’t have much to add to it right now so I’ll let it stand as-is. Sorry it’s so fuzzy… I’m not sure what happened there…
It’s Saturday, and we’re more or less snowed in… what better time to make a blog post?!? Let’s continue repeating my initial Facebook posts, and I’ll add a bit…
I began this writing endeavor with a series of 9 posts on Facebook. I’d like to share them again here over the next week or so, adding a few thoughts which have occurred as a result of feedback received.
rocks into roses 